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Observer

Reads 454
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Parts 14
Time 24m

Reads 454
Votes 15
Parts 14
Time 24m

She looks over.
At me? 
I can't be sure. But there she is.
Maybe she is right. Maybe we all change. 
And now that she is here I remember. 
Everything that was stolen, my heart, my memories.
I almost feel...Human.
That is it. A new beginning.
I wish it was that easy. But it isn't.
Nothing ever is.All Rights Reserved

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LMLY by WhatDahWhat

I got the Title off of Jackson Wang's music, LMLY. You should definitely listen to it if you haven't. His other music as well! ~ "Don't leave me loving you.." I whispered while gripping her wrist. "I-I'm sorry Lisa. I can't.." She said and pulled her wrist away. Tears finally running down my face, onto the ground, I looked at her back that's facing me. "Goodbye, Lalisa." And with that, she walked off. And I fell onto my knees, whimpering as I hug myself tightly. "Don't go Jennie.. Please.." I begged silently. ~ This will be a fast one (I'll try). So sorry if something doesn't add up right or if I get something mixed up. Short story kinda. Warning: Lisa G!P. Self-harm, Angst, etc. (It's not all Angst, just a heads up.) Started: 8/26/21 Ended: 9/3/21 *Excuse the misspellings and grammar errors, I'm not too good.* #398 chaesoo 🏅 #640 jenlisa 🏅 #836 angstwithhappyending 🏅 ^ For Me To Remember ^

Changing for the better (Jedward fanfiction) by KarinRijnsburger

(Y/N) moves with her father and his girlfriend into a new house. She doesn't like it at all, just like people don't like her at all. There has happened so much in her life that she came in the darkness. The first day at her new school doesn't go liked she hoped it would. She immediately has to do an internship at one of the farms in her new street. She doesn't like animals at all. Which is weird, right? Who doesn't love animals? Or a very sexy farmer? Is all this enough to pull her out of the dark... ? "Hey, are you okay?" I softly ask her. "DO I LOOK ALRIGHT?!" she said angry to me. Wow, didn't see that coming. She looked constantly at the cows behind me and was focused on their every move. I noticed the circles around her eyes, covered up with lots of make up. I don't want to be rude or something, but she looks quite like a mess, although she was wearing these ordinary clothes. I felt sorry for her. It looks like she didn't sleep quite well. What would have happened to her? I hope it wasn't something too bad... "well ehm, I'm sorry for asking..." I looked at her, not knowing what to say. "Are you coming with me, then can I show you around." I asked her, but she stubbornly answered. "NO WAY I'm going through this!!" And I was right, she is afraid. "They don't do anything to you swe-, oh wait what is your name? I forgot to ask you yesterday." I softly said to her. "I'M (Y/N), and how am I sure you aren't lying to me?!" I seriously have to work on this. I know somewhere deep inside, there is actually a good heart in this girl, I just feel it. But How will I find it?

Unheard echoes of fading love by Fading_affections

Whenever I think of her, it feels like...Rose..and thorns at the same time.

Blue Sweater by ima_goodbitch

"he left me,... why?" she cried in her brother's arm, while he strokes her hair softly trying to calm her pure little heart. only he knows how his sister's heart working. "Why it has to be him. Why not me? I'm literally in front of you... I was watching over you ever since he left you, why you never once look at me, not even when you are drunk or doing something crazy. Just why? Tell me what inside of him that I don't have? I'll make sure I have that for you, just for you. Just please look at me, even if it for once. Please, I want you in my arms not in his, not in any man in the world." he looks back and let out a heavy sigh before decide to make her smile again. The need for him to see her smile once again build inside of him, even if it means letting her go.

MINE by Jdemaine

Things changed. It happened slow....Then, it suddenly picked up. It took on a life of it's own. SHIT! The weaker are on top. They seem to have it all. I have become the last thing, I ever wanted. Nothing should be bought or sold. There should never be a price on existing. I'm way too old for this shit....What ever the hell this is meant to be! Will this work out? Or will I just kill her. But. I like her smile. Maybe....We'll take it from there.

Just this once | JenLisa | by Kimchichu19567

Rosé sighs. "I don't know how to explain it, but why would your father suddenly appear after all this time and demand you marry a stranger? And not just any stranger, but a mafia boss?" Rosé's right. None of this makes sense. My father, who barely ever showed up in my life unless he needed something, suddenly dragging me into this mess with Lisa? And a mafia boss, of all people? - Lisa immediately pulls me under the blanket again. "Just until the fever breaks," I mutter. "Sure, Jen. Whatever you say," she whispers, her voice barely audible as she drifts off again. And despite myself, I stay. When I stir awake sometime later, the room is dim, and Lisa's arm is still draped over me, holding me in place. I blink groggily, realizing I hadn't meant to fall asleep here. Lisa shifts slightly beside me but doesn't wake. Her breathing is soft, and her fever seems to have broken, but she still clings to me like I'm some kind of lifeline. I sigh quietly, rubbing my eyes. "Just this once," I remind myself again. I stir awake, feeling something wet and warm against my stomach. Still half-asleep, I absentmindedly stroke the soft head. "Good puppy," I mumble. Wait. Puppy? My eyes snap open, and there she is-Lisa, grinning mischievously, her chin resting on me. "Of course," I mutter, glaring at her. Lisa winks. "Morning." I groan. "Do you ever act normal?" "Where's the fun in that?" she teases, propping herself up on her elbows. - As I murmur against her lips, "This doesn't change anything," Lisa pauses for a moment, her breath warm against my skin. She hums in response, the sound vibrating through our connected bodies. The heat radiating from her body feels intoxicating, and I relish it, but I remind myself that love isn't on the table right now. "Just... this once," I say, punctuating my words with a gentle press of my lips against hers once more. "Yeah, just this once," she replies, a hint of mischief creeping back into her voice.

A Little Bit Of It (JENLISA) by BlackCoast13

"Underneath those dull eyes of yours, I believe something far more colorful are yet to be discovered" Lisa speaks with her long, slender fingers caressing my face. The tension between us was unbearable, I couldn't utter a single and I could barely keep my balance without having the feeling of my knees trembling. "I-" It's always like this, I could never have the courage of replying without stuttering whenever she talks this way . The weather wasn't a cup of tea either, the mix of cold air and Lisa's fingertips on my cheeks was enough to make my body weak. I faced the ground covered in shame, saying anything would be pointless now. I stuttered, I lost it. Again. "Nini" Her soft voice echoed, I raised my head and was faced by an angel. She always look so beautiful, it's like a painting that's actually alive. I replied in hum and she smiled in respond, whatever this may be, may this heart of mine guide me through this journey. Perhaps A Little Bit of It wouldn't hurt. ________________________________ Jennie is a highschool girl who suffered with depression, she lost both her parents at a young age and had to live with her foster parents. His Father is physically abusive to her mother, the only thing Jennie could ever do was look at her mother begging for her husband to stop. Little did Jennie know, she would encounter a Tall Thai Lady that goes by the name Lalisa Manoban.

More for You, Less for Me (JENLISA COMPLETED) by lmanoban327

10:00 PM KST. Lisa grit her teeth. Shit. In about 30 minutes, Jennie Kim's plane would arrive in Incheon Airport from Paris. Yet here I am, sitting behind the long table listening to old men talk about our business. Of all days, why is Dad not here today?! He's the CEO of the company. Why let me attend this late night emergency meeting! At this rate, I would miss Jennie's arrival. I have to think of something. I have around 10 minutes to get changed and grab my camera from my office then 15 minutes to rush to the airport via taxi. (I can't use my car, that would be risky for my identity). As Mr. Choi was wrapping up his talk, I raised my hand and feigned stomach ache. "Sir! Excuse me, Sir! I think I need to go to the toilet. I think I'm gonna throw up!" I said loudly while clutching my tummy. "What? But, Miss Manoban, you have to be here. You represent Mr. Manoban as the CEO, you will have to report to him the highlights of our meeting." I waved him away. "That's okay, Mr.Choi I'll ask Tzuyu, my secretary to take down notes for me. I'll explain to Dad I promise." I didn't give him a chance to reply because I rushed out of the board room and went straight to my office. I quickly changed from my corporate attire to a black shirt, ripped pants, and leather jacket. I placed my camera and several long lens in my bag. I ran downstairs to catch a taxi outside the building. While in the taxi, I put on my face mask and my cap making sure it covers my eyes just right. I finally arrived at the airport. I saw a herd of fans gathering at the arrival area. I run as fast as I can and made my way to the front row. And there, in front of me. I saw the most beautiful woman in the world. Jennie Ruby Jane Kim. I placed my camera in front of me and snapped a lot of HQ photos. Later tonight, I'm gonna upload these photos on my site "GummyBaby". MY NAME IS LALISA MANOBAN but in the kpop world, they call me GummyBaby masternim - Jennie Kim's most followed fansite.

The Only Reason [DISCONTINUED] by dia_ras

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Fate | Lisrene | by InLLaJenTos

"You forgot? Right?" I asked, more like whispery. I am really trying my best not to ask, but it suddenly came out without me realizing it. "It's our 100th day today, Bae." I don't intend on looking back up where she is, since I don't want to expect more, to see the reaction and was really trying my best to avoid her gaze. She didn't respond, She must've been so surprise. So, from that, I straightly and directly looked up and see what she's up to. Unfortunately, it was a wrong move. I saw it. I saw how her reaction change. From a relax one to a surprise one. You see, eyes can't lie. "N- No. No. It's just that- - - - " "It's okay." I tried to sound okay. I even smiled to assure her. But, you can't just feel okay, when you know, at any minute my tears might fall. When she did not respond, I kept quiet and continued eating. It's tiring when you know, you put effort to all this and yet you can feel from that person was the opposite expressions of what you expected. Expectations really isn't good at all. "Are you okay?" She was about to touch me but my body acted on its own, I move backward. Seeing her this close and that pity look in her eyes makes my heart breaks and offended even more. "We don't really talk now, why are you curious now?" I can't help myself but answer in sarcasm. This setting is really tiring and obviously new to me. I can't recognize and get a hold of myself, and any moment now I might burst out, right now, right here. I don't even really care now if the camera is actually recording us. I felt the need to go somewhere. I need space to breathe. I need to walk away from her now because I know when it hurts , I can't control my feelings let alone my stupid self. "Excuse me! I need to use the restroom." She nodded without tearing her eyes off me. And, that's my que to walk away. No turning back this time. It may look disrespectful but I can't pretend that everything is okay and it doesn't hurts me at all.

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LMLY

I got the Title off of Jackson Wang's music, LMLY. You should definitely listen to it if you haven't. His other music as well! ~ "Don't leave me loving you.." I whispered while gripping her wrist. "I-I'm sorry Lisa. I can't.." She said and pulled her wrist away. Tears finally running down my face, onto the ground, I looked at her back that's facing me. "Goodbye, Lalisa." And with that, she walked off. And I fell onto my knees, whimpering as I hug myself tightly. "Don't go Jennie.. Please.." I begged silently. ~ This will be a fast one (I'll try). So sorry if something doesn't add up right or if I get something mixed up. Short story kinda. Warning: Lisa G!P. Self-harm, Angst, etc. (It's not all Angst, just a heads up.) Started: 8/26/21 Ended: 9/3/21 Excuse the misspellings and grammar errors, I'm not too good. #398 chaesoo 🏅 #640 jenlisa 🏅 #836 angstwithhappyending 🏅 ^ For Me To Remember ^