She felt bad for him. Pity. Ashamed of her past Ache for what she'd done to him. And most of all she'd not been forgiving herself for it, a hard past for the both of them. And him? He tortured himself with images of them two together , but he forgave her. He fought with the thought of hating her because, truth is , he couldn't. He loved her too much but he was giving it away.