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This Love: Spencer Reid

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Reads 578
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spencer,

i'll remember how i'd loved you.

even after i saw the hate behind your sweet eyes and messy statistics.
even after i heard casually cruel words leave the same sugary lips that you used to plant soft kisses on my cheeks.
even after i saw you kill right in front of me.

the loss of your presence would still hurt the same. it probably wouldn't even matter what you did or didn't do because at night, i would still be crying into my pillow about everything that happened to you regardless.

that's another thing that hurts so bad about this all.

your loss.

it's obvious, i know that.
but i feel so alone.
and you're actually gone this time.All Rights Reserved

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I savor the kiss. I savor the moment. I savor the way Spencer tries to get his hands on my back. I know that life is changing for a while. My pessimism is rearing its ugly head but I can't stop it. And whether I'm the only pessimist here or nobody else is confessing what they're thinking, I'm the only one acting on it, it seems. I kiss Spencer with everything I have because as soon as he's here, he's gone. /// I will do a trigger warning before the chapters that need it but here are some warnings that occur throughout: blood, guns, panic attacks, a lot of angst, some smut, normal criminal minds stuff

Spencer Reid Took My Life by halababes

This day had started out so normal, so usual. Meet up with Spencer, talk, laugh... maybe some other things, but somehow now your standing in his apartment and he's just laughing in your face, degrading you, and not in a fun way. "Y/n you are so fucking boring" You tried to walk away, but Spencer grabs your arm and stops you, looking deep into your eyes. You feel your heart start to race, knowing that whatever comes out of his mouth is going to change things. " Hey, I'm going to be honest with you, because no one else will. " " Fine" You felt the tears start to build-up "Any guy who says he's interested in you beyond just fucking you... is full of shit" And the tear fell as she turned away.

Wild Nights, Wild Nights || s.reid by persephonesgrace

["The second his lips touched yours, the roar of bad memories and gruesome crime scenes that always filled the silence in your mind dulled down to a whisper. The darkness of the world faded into an afterthought, barely a blip in the back of your mind. The demons stopped clawing at your throat and settled down to hibernate for the night. For the first time in years, you felt like you could breathe. No amount of booze in the world could have compared to that feeling. You had found a new distraction, a new way to forget, and he was highly addictive."] * Following a particularly grueling case and an unexpected night together, the reader and Spencer Reid become friends-with-benefits: no expectations, no strings attached, nothing more than just using each other for sex. But as the reader and Spencer grow closer despite their best efforts, ghosts from the reader's past begin overtaking her present, threatening the delicate thing between them. And though their arrangement is just meant to distract them both from the horrors of their day-to-day lives, the reader comes to find that some horrors just refuse to be ignored. Some ghosts just refuse to stay dead. _ Beautiful cover by Cynthia (or clarade on ao3)!!

Snap Out of It by rossisaldentepasta

Spencer Reid and you never got along. You've been at the BAU for two years and he always finds a new way to annoy you. When one night Reid and you are dared to kiss, you both feel new things. Will you and Spencer share your feelings for each other, or will you spend the rest of your lives as nothing more than rivals? pls this description sucks just read the fic bae ps this is my first fic so its prolly gonna suck a wee bit

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She's worked with two notorious killers for years, but now she's in an interrogation room while the team at the BAU try to grill information out of her. Where are they? Why did you do it? Why do you kill like that? Why do you spend so long with your victims and most importantly - why were you so easy to find? Spencer's on the other side of the mirror, observing her body language. She doesn't flinch, her eyes don't twitch or move from the desk but she's trying to hide one thing - her index finger rapidly tapping against her thigh. It doesn't take a genius to see her brows furrow a fraction of an inch when she says one sentence. "They are my family." She's a liar. A thief. A murderer. But shes innocent. And they just gave her a job. ••••• On the cover, it says 'Spencerreidsgirlf'. It was my old username which I can't be arsed to change because I like the cover, and I think it's getting my fanfic attention so...enjoy!

BROKEN VOWS (Broken Redemption Book 1) by ArianaClarkAuthor

Choosing her cost me everything I'd ever loved... including her. It's why I left the small town where I grew up and vowed never to return. I'm no longer the golden boy with a bright future they all remember. Instead, I carry the scars of a tortured past. A broken man deemed unfit, even by the Navy SEALs he'd dedicated the past decade to serve. What was supposed to be a quick trip to sell my parent's property turned into this twisted journey that forced me to confront my demons. And then there she was. My first love, and deepest regret. The woman who still owns every piece of my blackened heart. When she asked for my time, I couldn't refuse. Now I can't walk away. Not after hearing of the danger her husband, a missing FBI agent, has brought to her doorstep. After everything, I owe her my help. It's why I offer to protect her and her two little girls from the danger circling them. It's a vow I never should have made, given the trail of bodies I've left in my wake. Like the harbinger of death, I'm the last man either of us should trust.

𝐇𝐚𝐥𝐟 𝐨𝐟 𝐇𝐞𝐫 by CMstoriesforyou

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north//spencer reid

I savor the kiss. I savor the moment. I savor the way Spencer tries to get his hands on my back. I know that life is changing for a while. My pessimism is rearing its ugly head but I can't stop it. And whether I'm the only pessimist here or nobody else is confessing what they're thinking, I'm the only one acting on it, it seems. I kiss Spencer with everything I have because as soon as he's here, he's gone. /// I will do a trigger warning before the chapters that need it but here are some warnings that occur throughout: blood, guns, panic attacks, a lot of angst, some smut, normal criminal minds stuff