Lost Then Found

So here is a woman who has a different lifesyle from everyone else. It's like she is an alien of this world. She fights for what she believe. She is brave and independent.
Everything is just what It was supposed to be.
Her, serving and obeying her maker until one day her world is surrounded with so many people, scenarios, happenings and she starts wondering of what is her place here; in the world. The confusion and questions start and everything became different.
Like white eventually became black instantly.
Her name means happiness but she isn't happy..
How could she find her light again?