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Last published Tue, Oct 7, 2025
After Deku is kidnapped by the league of villains, and they do something awful to him. After finally being rescued following months of torture, he becomes stuck in a permanent trance-like state.
What if somehow he wakes up? What if he doesn't?
Will Bakugou be alright or will the grief and guilt slowly crush him?
Content warning: self harm, suicide attempts/ suicidal thoughts, mental illness, graphic descriptions of surgery, abuse, abduction, torture, etc.
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