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Hi my name is Carrie I am 18 years old I have been suicidal ever since I was 12 because of my parents divorce and my abusive step-father. But this is my story of how it started and possibly ended trigger warning and sorry this was my first book and it was complete shit and ridiculous I knowTodos los derechos reservados

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Outcast Reject

I was never appreciated for who I was. I was tossed aside and left to rot for a mistake I made many years ago, a mistake that haunted me my entire life. I thought he would be the one to save me, how wrong I was. My story is not an easy one but it is one that shaped me to be the person who I am today. Extended summary inside ******** DISCLAIMER... This book was written a while back ago when I was younger and did not understand proper English grammar. It is not the best written book out there but I hope that does not discourage you from reading the book. Although it is not the best, it does have a somewhat decent, yet a little cliche, storyline.