"A story of my old self" I just want to reminisce the times when your just a pure soul laughing out every inch of yourself to the world, freely experiencing the bliss of life and openly expressing your emotion and thoughts. For this is a message from your 16 year old self screaming for help wanting to erase those memories from a year ago.I just want you to know that I overcame it little by little, still trying to live everyday, having the courage to fight my thoughts on ending my life every minute that's passing by. I hate it that I'm claiming I've become stronger over a year but when I have nothing to do flashbacks of it keep coming over and over, a question for myself like why didn't I scream the heck out and keep my mouth shut for over a month, why did I become so weak when I really needed to fight back and aim for my good, a justice over that scenario is just an example but mostly like if I ended it right now would I feel alot better, or will my soul be betrayed and ask for compensation and a lifetime grieving in-exchange of the casualty.All Rights Reserved
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