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METANOIA

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The name of Alana Wollstonecraft was known to everyone in the criminal world. The name of a woman proved that patriarchal foundations are outdated and that women can also rule the mafia. That was my name. After going through hell in my life, I went back to work, starting to supply exclusive cars to wealthy people and launder money through casinos, but the scars still reminded me of the realm of the dead, in which I spent several months. Nobody ever had to know about my past. 

But Vincent Boyd found out. This mysterious dark-haired man suddenly appeared next to my brother. His body and soul were covered with the same scars as mine. We both have a past that made us who we are now.

metanoia is the journey of changing one's mind, heart, self, or way of life; spiritual conversion.

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"Oh please darling, you couldnt kill me even if your life depended on it." His raspy voice making the space between my legs wet. if i wasnt standing infront of all the round table members, i would have certainly crumbled to the floor. Though his eyes are testing me, everything about this man irritates and he likes to test my patience at any chance he can get. Admirable but sadly for him its going to be his downfall, im going to enjoy this more than i thought i would. Fine, he asked for it. "You should do another background check on me?" my voice was low, sharp as a blade. Smirking, feeling the rush of excitment and power through my blood as i pulled the trigger. and with that he fell to the floor. A bullet through his right knee. Karma is a bitch. ---------------------------------------------------------------- Aliyna Lodge found her true calling from distrubing and unsettling past. But she feels like she doesnt regret it, if those unfortunate events didnt happen she wouldnt be where she is right now. Shes insane, some would say a pyschopath. On camera living the perfect life as the CEO of Lodge industries, world famous and loved by many. But behind the curtains shes a ruthless killer, she thrives on her enemies screams and paints her life with blood. Ace Cassano, the Heir to the Italian Mafia throne. His presence is enough to make anyone tremble. He shows no mercy, he is the most respected man in all of Italy. No one crosses him, he thrives on control and loves the rush of adrenaline he gets when his enemies bow down to his knees. But when she is has to marry him for the sake of avenging her family and friend, she vows to make his life a living hell. or she'll die trying. Her world collides with the Mafias and unexpected events turn to unsolved mysteries and confusion between the two open flames. how long until the truth unravels...