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In My Blood

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Reads 373
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Parts 16
Time 1h 9m

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(Completely clean story, a tiny bit of fluff) Some people just aren't meant for this type of life. A life where everyone knows your name. A life where you sing in front of millions. Where you inspire billions. It seems as if Shawn Mendes was built into this life. But there's something stuck in his heart, and all the panic attacks, late nights, and self demotion are starting to pile up. Surrounded by the people he loves, he needs to swim out of the ocean before it swallows him up.

/includes: 
 - 12 chapters
 - an epilogue
 - some Justin Bieber/Shawn Mendes best friend love
 - Extension chapter (post breakup, Shawmila platonic fluff!!)
 - Lots of anxiety, panic attacks
hope you enjoy!!/All Rights Reserved

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BOSS MENDES | SM Short Story by Shawnmuffin122

"I have a boyfriend." "He's not what you need. You know it too." "You need someone like me." "He doesn't make you feel this way, does he?" .................................... Things have been the same boring, lifeless, just a shell of ignorance and arrogance until Mr Mendes finds his perfect girl, Alyssa who breaks that shell to reveal the real, the best version of him that he's always been scared of.... What will happen if he admits his real version? What if he refuses it? Will this girl become his life changer? Will she be his lifetime or just a nightstand? ______________________ *** Read to find answers to all the questions *** Warning: This story contains mature scenes. | So read at your own risk | ***Completed***

It's Complicated (Shawn Mendes Fanfic) by NooniDuh

~ Completed ~ Serenity Falls has been traumatized her whole life. A horrible monster from her past, a best friend who abandoned her, she is left completely broken. What happens when she meets pop-singer Shawn Mendes? And when the friend who abandoned her comes back in her life, who will she choose? Who will be the first to tell her their secret? Who will stay, and who will leave? Started July 9, 2019, finished March 18, 2020 ~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~☆~ #4 triangle of 7.12k stories as of 3/10/20 #1 mendesarmy of 2.05k stories as of 3/22/20 #2 popstar of 1.42k stories as of 3/22/20 #1 shawnmendes of 26.1k stories as of 3/9/20

VALERIE by xxmils

He speaks as if he knows everything, he trips over his own tongue like the intelligent person he is. The lingering taste of vodka and whiskey taint his sinful chapped lips. When he walks he stumbles, he smells like nicotine and he's cold. Ice resides in his veins and heart but not even the hell like flames of hatred and anger burning within his mind can freeze over. She's sweet like honeysuckle. She's warm and physically beautiful with her long brown hair and different colored gaze. When she smiles, the entire world stops to look and stare at her. Yet underlying her forced smile and physical perfection, dwells the monster that is her mental illness that she cannot control. Being beautiful doesn't hide it either, only mass doses of prescription pills do. In which an 18-year-old who believes he hasn't much to live for leaves his small sleepy town in hopes of finding his mother who abandoned him years ago. All the while a 17-year-old girl with severe Manic Depression tags along in hopes of being distracted from her illness and to also find peace of mind and happiness elsewhere. ** Inspired by music, specifically The 1975, Lana Del Rey, and others. ** Rough draft in desperate need of editing, plot holes, grammatical issues, etc. * not cliche but cliche it has it moments, but also so many plot twists so idk yeah. Mature Content. Read at your own will. Copyrighted ©

His second choice (s.m) by silentexchanges

---------------------------- "Shawn's been my best friend since high school, he's 24 this year. I've watched his career blossom and I couldn't be more proud of him. I'm in love with him. But I'm sick of being the second choice, so I have to leave." ---------------------------- "The answer the world wants Shawn, who's the girl who allows you to reach this level of creativity - the songs feel so personal yet when you listen you can easily pretend they're about you." The interviewer chuckles, making me laugh in return. 'Well, there's one girl out there who doesn't need to pretend. Every single song is for her. She just doesn't realise it." ---------------------------- {Shawn Mendes} Teenage heartthrob, music sensation. {Y/N L/N} Shawn's muse, professional emotional wreck. ---------------------------- "Why would you pick me?" "Why wouldn't I?" ---------------------------- 🫀💌🎤 ---------------------------- ALL IDEAS ARE MY OWN. ANY SIMILARITIES TO ANYTHING ELSE ARE PURELY ACCIDENTAL.

Happily In Love {s.m} [BOOK 3] by sharianababy

no matter what they always find a way back to each other

Stay With Me § BWWM JB by yanaabananaa

•COMPLETED• You are about to step foot on a roller coaster ride that you might be on for a while. Throughout the ride you'll find yourself wanting to vomit, but you manage to hold it in. When you see everyone getting off, you realize that the ride is finally over and once your feet hit the ground, you feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. Then you look into the distance and feel so relieved because you see something not so horrific. The thing you see is what you've been waiting for ever since you got on that hell of a ride. It just might take you some time to actually get there considering there's a huge crowd in your way and it's hard to get through. Hopefully by the time you actually get there, it's what you thought it was going to be. Justin's life is that roller coaster. He has gone through so much that he breaks down and loses himself. Hopefully he can find his way back from the darkness and be met with light. Then once he's able to do that, let's pray that he can remain happy. Hope you enjoy. (:

Shawn Mendes One-Shots by t-lostinworlds

⚠️ PSA: THIS BOOK IS INACTIVE - an archive of one shots/long imagines about the one and only Shawn Mendes.

In The Morning | SM+CC by shawnsafterglow

Pop-sensations Shawn Mendes and Camila Cabello are the closest of friends, but what happens when a one drunken night leads to them sleeping together? ----- Camila woke up wrapped up in her best friends Shawn Mendes' arms. How could she be so stupid and drunk to have to sleep with him. She slowly got up and detangled herself from his grip not trying to wake him up, she got dressed and quickly left his apartment. "How could I let this Happen?" She thought. She was his best friend, of course the two were close and they shared many hugs and cuddles. But they she never thought this would happen, she just hoped he didn't remember. ----- ❗️SOME SMUT❗️ 🚨 SOME SWEARING 🚨 ⚠️TRIGGERING TOPICS MAY BE INVOLVED ⚠️ ----- 🌺 Started: 12/09/18 🌺 🌸 ended: 06/08/19 🌸 🌹 in the process of being edited🌹

Water and Desert by Anastasianoor

The boxing trainer by a profession for everyone but his real profession wasn't known to anyone, even his close friends. His harsh childhood and early life difficulties made him the person he was now. A physically strong human full of anger. He was like a fire in anger. Will this fire turn into water when a deserted girl would need it to fill her thirst? He thought he won't fall in love with someone but what would happen when his hidden profession would make him to meet a girl who will change his entire life and he will change her life in return coz she didn't want to fall in love either due to a specific reason. What would be the reason? And what would make them to fall for one another? Read the story if you wanna know.

Dreams Do Come True (Shawn Mendes ff) by sujiarun

"My manager talked with the board members and Island Records would now love to work with you." "You mean, like producing my songs? Kick starting my career?" "Exactly! Now all you need to do is sign a contract and you'll officially be a partner with Island Records." xxxxx Would you believe me if I told you that your whole world can change with just a simple thing? Suji's life is nothing different from the life of a normal person, just that she wants to live an unique life. She has always dreamt of only one thing: Becoming a world famous singer. But dreams don't always come true, do they? NOTICE: Shawn doesn't appear in the beginning. But he does appear after a few chapters. This is my first story so please excuse grammar mistakes or other stuff. Hope you enjoy!

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BOSS MENDES | SM Short Story

"I have a boyfriend." "He's not what you need. You know it too." "You need someone like me." "He doesn't make you feel this way, does he?" .................................... Things have been the same boring, lifeless, just a shell of ignorance and arrogance until Mr Mendes finds his perfect girl, Alyssa who breaks that shell to reveal the real, the best version of him that he's always been scared of.... What will happen if he admits his real version? What if he refuses it? Will this girl become his life changer? Will she be his lifetime or just a nightstand? ______________________ * Read to find answers to all the questions * Warning: This story contains mature scenes. | So read at your own risk | Completed