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In My Blood

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Reads 373
Votes 53
Parts 16
Time 1h 9m

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(Completely clean story, a tiny bit of fluff) Some people just aren't meant for this type of life. A life where everyone knows your name. A life where you sing in front of millions. Where you inspire billions. It seems as if Shawn Mendes was built into this life. But there's something stuck in his heart, and all the panic attacks, late nights, and self demotion are starting to pile up. Surrounded by the people he loves, he needs to swim out of the ocean before it swallows him up.

/includes: 
 - 12 chapters
 - an epilogue
 - some Justin Bieber/Shawn Mendes best friend love
 - Extension chapter (post breakup, Shawmila platonic fluff!!)
 - Lots of anxiety, panic attacks
hope you enjoy!!/All Rights Reserved

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CALL IT EVEN | shawmila by guiltypleasurecoffee

Camila is a famous pop star returning to her hometown. Shawn is the love of her life she left behind. They agree that no-strings makes it easier. After all, she wouldn't want to break his heart for the second time when she eventually has to leave. -- Camila is one of the most famous pop stars in the world, but when the music scene starts to burn her out in the worst way, she decides to return to her small hometown for a break. Shawn is still there running his family business. Her high school sweetheart, and the one person who always supported her dreams of stardom. He's still so sweet and cool, but they both know nothing real can happen when they're worlds apart. Maybe they can't fall back in love when things are so different now, but they're both a little lonely and cold, and Camila only feels safe when she shares his bed. - [word count: 70k~]

It Was Love All Along (A Shawn Mendes Love Story) by lovelydarlinggg

HER I didn't want to live off his fame. Though my intelligence offered me so much, I had different things planned for myself. But to be even more recognized by the biggest heart throb of all the world was not one of them. HIM All I want to do is love her but all she does is reject me. And I ask myself everyday, does she love me back? Even though I've only known her for a little while I feel like we can have something that will last. YEARS LATER HER He kneels before me, I'm so happy that he didn't give up to be with me. HIM After about two years of her avoiding me, I am finally kneeling before her and asking this beautiful and smart woman to marry me. And I pray to god she says yes. (A/N I MAY COME BACK AND EDIT SOME CHAPTERS SO BE ALERT)

In The Morning | SM+CC by shawnsafterglow

Pop-sensations Shawn Mendes and Camila Cabello are the closest of friends, but what happens when a one drunken night leads to them sleeping together? ----- Camila woke up wrapped up in her best friends Shawn Mendes' arms. How could she be so stupid and drunk to have to sleep with him. She slowly got up and detangled herself from his grip not trying to wake him up, she got dressed and quickly left his apartment. "How could I let this Happen?" She thought. She was his best friend, of course the two were close and they shared many hugs and cuddles. But they she never thought this would happen, she just hoped he didn't remember. ----- ❗️SOME SMUT❗️ 🚨 SOME SWEARING 🚨 ⚠️TRIGGERING TOPICS MAY BE INVOLVED ⚠️ ----- 🌺 Started: 12/09/18 🌺 🌸 ended: 06/08/19 🌸 🌹 in the process of being edited🌹

New life by VampireBLVR

Katie is just a normal girl that lives in Toronto. Not the popular girl at school and just has one friend, her best friend Kailey. But one day her dad gets a job interview in LA and they have to move there. They end up living there and Katie has to go to a new school and start from the bottom... It's not going to be easy with a bitchy popular girl (Lara) and a pain in the ass boy (and also hot AF but that's just a detail) running around her and making her life difficult. But who knows what can happen...

Happily In Love {s.m} [BOOK 3] by sharianababy

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Stay With Me § BWWM JB by yanaabananaa

•COMPLETED• You are about to step foot on a roller coaster ride that you might be on for a while. Throughout the ride you'll find yourself wanting to vomit, but you manage to hold it in. When you see everyone getting off, you realize that the ride is finally over and once your feet hit the ground, you feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. Then you look into the distance and feel so relieved because you see something not so horrific. The thing you see is what you've been waiting for ever since you got on that hell of a ride. It just might take you some time to actually get there considering there's a huge crowd in your way and it's hard to get through. Hopefully by the time you actually get there, it's what you thought it was going to be. Justin's life is that roller coaster. He has gone through so much that he breaks down and loses himself. Hopefully he can find his way back from the darkness and be met with light. Then once he's able to do that, let's pray that he can remain happy. Hope you enjoy. (:

Grease Monkey | shawnmendes by heyniallerhoran

Kenna lived the perfect life in the big city. Sure, she'd had her fair share of hard times, but overall life was perfect. She and her boyfriend of three years were getting ready to start their senior year of high school. They'd both been accepted to their dream college - which was the same. Kenna was sure they'd end up married and continuing their perfect lives. But when her dad gets a job transfer, her life slowly begins to crumble. In her new small town USA, she meets an unlikely character who could possibly piece her world back together - if she'll let him.

BOSS MENDES | SM Short Story by Shawnmuffin122

"I have a boyfriend." "He's not what you need. You know it too." "You need someone like me." "He doesn't make you feel this way, does he?" .................................... Things have been the same boring, lifeless, just a shell of ignorance and arrogance until Mr Mendes finds his perfect girl, Alyssa who breaks that shell to reveal the real, the best version of him that he's always been scared of.... What will happen if he admits his real version? What if he refuses it? Will this girl become his life changer? Will she be his lifetime or just a nightstand? ______________________ *** Read to find answers to all the questions *** Warning: This story contains mature scenes. | So read at your own risk | ***Completed***

~𝓢𝓮𝓷𝓸𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓪~ by BeeisBussin

𝕊𝕙𝕒𝕨𝕟 𝕄𝕖𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕤 𝕏 ℂ𝕒𝕞𝕚𝕝𝕒 ℂ𝕒𝕓𝕖𝕝𝕝𝕠 ------------------------- This story is inspired by the music video 'Senorita, by Shawn Mendes and Camila Cabello. ------------------------- "𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓲𝓽, 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓶𝓮. 𝓢𝓮𝓷𝓸𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓪" "𝓑𝓾𝓽 𝓯𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭𝓼 𝓭𝓸𝓷'𝓽 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓪𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓽𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮." ------------------------ "What happens when trouble comes walking through the doors?" For Camila when the bell of the diner she worked at rang, in come trouble named, Shawn. She knew that getting involved with him is wrong but did it anyways. Being an infamous heartbreaker, playboy extraordinaire, Shawn, usually just gloss over the girls that he would hook up with. The waitress at the diner near is work was different then those other girls and caught his eyes. Heartbreaks and crying sessions. Would Camila regret ever meeting Shawn or will she cherish it with all her heart?

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CALL IT EVEN | shawmila cover

It Was Love All Along (A Shawn Mendes Love Story) cover

In The Morning | SM+CC cover

Happily In Love {s.m} [BOOK 3] cover

Stay With Me § BWWM JB cover

Grease Monkey | shawnmendes cover

BOSS MENDES | SM Short Story cover

~𝓢𝓮𝓷𝓸𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓪~ cover

CALL IT EVEN | shawmila

Camila is a famous pop star returning to her hometown. Shawn is the love of her life she left behind. They agree that no-strings makes it easier. After all, she wouldn't want to break his heart for the second time when she eventually has to leave. -- Camila is one of the most famous pop stars in the world, but when the music scene starts to burn her out in the worst way, she decides to return to her small hometown for a break. Shawn is still there running his family business. Her high school sweetheart, and the one person who always supported her dreams of stardom. He's still so sweet and cool, but they both know nothing real can happen when they're worlds apart. Maybe they can't fall back in love when things are so different now, but they're both a little lonely and cold, and Camila only feels safe when she shares his bed. - [word count: 70k~]