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In My Blood

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Parts 16
Time 1h 9m

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(Completely clean story, a tiny bit of fluff) Some people just aren't meant for this type of life. A life where everyone knows your name. A life where you sing in front of millions. Where you inspire billions. It seems as if Shawn Mendes was built into this life. But there's something stuck in his heart, and all the panic attacks, late nights, and self demotion are starting to pile up. Surrounded by the people he loves, he needs to swim out of the ocean before it swallows him up.

/includes: 
 - 12 chapters
 - an epilogue
 - some Justin Bieber/Shawn Mendes best friend love
 - Extension chapter (post breakup, Shawmila platonic fluff!!)
 - Lots of anxiety, panic attacks
hope you enjoy!!/All Rights Reserved

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Lose you to Love me... by Frosty-Cinnamon

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