They fell apart. He didn't know what he had at the time, and by the time he saw what he did have, it was too late. Louis had moved on, and he was left with nothing but a career that he put first, and no one to share his life with. He was empty, and left in a self-created golden cage. He tried to forget what they had once, but now he's left with reminders everywhere. He sees Louis everywhere, and he only feels farther away. Companion fic 'I Can Feel You Erasing The Rivers I'd Drawn In'