Dear Blue

Dear Blue,
Do you ever look at me? Truly?
Do you ever look at me and I don't notice?
Or am I being full of myself again?
You would never look at me. Cast me a second thought, a small glance.
It was a stupid thought. I'm sorry.
But one day, could you look at me?
Just once?

Trigger Warning: Intrusive Thoughts, Self Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Bullying, Homophobia, tell me if I missed anything :)