Before I tell you people anything I want to let you know this is not fake and even with that being said, I don't need or want anyone's sympathy. This is me telling a group of non believers what it's like to feel like you're going insane. I've always told people, "You'd go insane if you were me for more than a day", and they laughed. Now you get to see why that was my way of asking for true help.