Mistake Once,But not again

Everybody make mistake,but for me one mistake is enough but after that not again,that is what I was thinking as I look down my window.am really regretting what I did a years ago,that memories never leave me for once.have really messed up,it just so painful looking at people being happy but me nothing,even though I have everything,is just that memories that is haunting me,if I say am not depressed ,am probably lying,that one person I betrayed is haunting me,as I mocked myself .if I have saved him that day things won't have become like this .I Winston have really messed things up,and am really regretting it.this mistake I will never in my life make this mistake again,and I hope he will forgive me and give me second chance.

Stefan,i can't just believe it that asshole of a boyfriend betray me and my trust thanks to Asa that saved me after I have been shot by that bitch,I cried till I slept off on the couch.I hope I live a good life now ,without heartbreak it really pained me.my boyfriend denying me in front of that bitch.
Stefan am really sorry and have regret my mistake can you please forgive,I want you back
Me,stop dreaming I can never get back to you,you are in my blacklist don't ever show in front of me again.

hi guys,I feel like writing it so I hope you guys like it,for this novel am really feeling the vibes,so please like,vote and comment on this novel,if you don't like something in it ,I promise to change it.I love you guys so much ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤.

what do you think,will Stefan forgive winston.
Do you think winston will change.

please comment.