Tainted Heart
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I write to remember, And write to forget. I'm writing it cause I can no longer contain the memories that never really end. I write to move on. It's the most simple and complicated of an untold story that I can only tell by writing, complicated because it is unfinished, it is a story I half-remember. A story that would save me all from my honest memories. For it to save me, there needs to be an ending. An ending of all the details. Only if I can remember it all. Only if I could remind my body how it felt, how I escaped. Only then I could release myself from the need to relieve it. A story in a first person's point of view.
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