I Hope One Day (Nouis boyxboy)

Nineteen years of hell. Years of bullied, hated and pain. Noone really likes you and gives you dirty looks when you walk by. You dad stopped loving you the day he found out your gay. Your a lonely kid for years.

I'm Niall Horan, 19 years and I live in Ireland. As you probably noticed I'm gay and yes I've a boyfriend. You would think what's the problem then. Well he lives in London, England. We never met before and that's why I feel so lonely.

I live with my mom, dad and brother Greg. But my dad start picking on me the day he found out I was gay. My school isn't any better, I don't like the subjects I'm following and the teacher aren't helping with the bullying. Noone really made a option to talk to me on the first day I came, so they just go out from a first impression.

The only time of the day I like is the moment I Skype with Louis. He's twenty and super sweet. He has this wierd habit with carrots and is always funny, even when I'm not in the mood he makes me smile.

I hope one day I can be in his arms, warm and safely.