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Machine

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Reads 244,743
Votes 18,700
Parts 54
Time 4h 58m

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He's like a machine. 

He hates to be touched.

He hates anything to be non-sanitized.

He can't stand human emotion.

He fakes a personality, just to seem okay.

He hates technology, but is nothing without it.

He's a professor to the class, but supposed to be a student. He teaches the same thing everyday, but was meant to be there only to learn.


And then he loses control, unable to be a machine any longer, he begins to realize worshiping technology is nothing but a curse.

He holds the life of an introvert, the life of a mad man, and he admits to it. 

All of it.



~~

"You're useless. Nothing but a controlled soul in a shell of a body."

"Then just label me a machine, there is nothing more insane than that."All Rights Reserved

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Theory of Nothing and becoming your own self by Siluxis

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The unreachable mountain by Growened

"You're unbearable!" He kicks her with utter contempt. "Please tell me where I'm wrong, causing you discomfort was not my intention," she said crying, causing him to hit her against the ground again. "Do you think you can live with good intentions? Didn't you have all the time you wanted to change and learn? You still dare to ask for more!" He yells at her with hatred, he blamed her for being the one will cause a woman to be beaten; He didn't want to be that kind of man. However, what he lived with her caused him to bring out what he hated the most about himself from within. -Forget it love- said a woman who was next to her- it's not worth it- this dog was supposed to be her friend, she was supposed to support her just like she did; however he managed so that he and she hated each other and thus be able to steal it. The woman on the floor does not know how much she was framed and harmed by her naivety, nor did she know that this was the beginning of her misfortunes. Because of that woman she did not stop suffering, wherever she went she suffered verbal or physical abuse and everything was orchestrated by this woman; she didn't know until she was about to faint. "Why?" She asked this unarmed woman without knowing why she hated him so much. She never did anything to hurt him. She just laughed viciously without answering him, she didn't have to waste her time with an insect; leaving La to die imprisoned in the house where she was kidnapped. "Answer me!" She got up from her bed screaming "Eh? This looks like my room; Did I reincarnate myself in the past?" She ran to the bathroom just to see that her assumption was correct. She thanked the heavens for this second chance by promising that she wouldn't be fooled a second time.

Weak by Cameroon_Maceroon

Angel feels like dead weight on everyone's shoulders, useless waste of time for everyone else, yet for some reason they still cared about him. Angel is slowly falling apart, trying to hide it from not only himself, but trying to convince himself that he doesn't need help. But one particular demon comes into his life, determined to make a change of things. How would it work out though, and most importantly how would he escape from the hell of his broken mind? TW: Self harm, gore, self-starvation, rape, abuse and neglect. Start- 31st December 2021 End- 13th April 2022

The Enemy by writingb00ks

a girl was born into a dystopian world where two societies were separated. those who are immune were placed into mazes whilst those who are gifted with knowledge were known as "the enemies" and placed in labs across the nation. unluckily for her she was placed with the enemies, known as WCKD. her abnormal intelligence made her stand out from the crowd, especially with no family members. she had no intention whatsoever on the change of the course of her life. she felt betrayed by the people she thought who would protect her and care for her. not everyone is who they seem, right? - (written in no caps, sorry for any editing mistakes - unedited as well) - gally groaned, folding his arms like a child. "a girl playing?" i pull a disgusted look to him. "what's that supposed to mean?" - "he's forbidden to do any building work for 2 days." he sighed, exhausted. i crossed my arms in disappointment. "are you twisting my fucking neck in?" "what kind of punishment is that? compared to that, mine was like getting a pole shoved up my asshole!" -

No More Running [UNDER CONSTRUCTION] by yourmainbeyotch

~Manipulative. Dangerous. Enticing. Sadist. Sexy. Those were just some of the ways people described him. To everyone he was like a drug. Luring. Addictive. Makes you feel good. But he could easily fuck with your mind without you even noticing. Maybe it was the way he stared at you with a look of unfulfilled promised pleasure. Perhaps it was the way he could smirk at a girl and make her go down on her knees at his mercy without him even having to ask. Whatever it was he had it.~ ***** ⚠️WARNING⚠️ : *sexual themes *language *abusive themes ------ ALSO, this book was made when I was younger so some things will not make sense and there are spelling errors but I SWEAR once you get to the second book it will be worth it!!!

His Fragile Rose. [Completed] by Meticulous_Beats

After killing the beautiful soul mercilessly by his physical and mental and verbal and sexual assaults, Aksh found the intense urge to punish himself. The urge was so intensely drumming in his heart that he found himself getting relief by inflicting pain on himself-the one who had made his "Mehak" a living dead. He longed to punish the monster inside him as painfully as possible, the monster who had ruined his Mehak's soul. Ruined his innocent midnight-honey eyed angel. He had scarred her for eternity and now he's determined to bestow himself with double amounts of scars and pain and grief. He doesn't want her forgiveness. Rather pain. Cause for the life of him he couldn't forgive himself, let alone having his Angel forgive him. He wishes to strangle his soul in the regrets of breaking her till it dies. He wishes to bear pain till it makes up for the torture he inflicted on his innocent angel. He hates himself with same intensity as he loves his Mehak, endlessly. Love for his Mehak and hatred for himself to the extent of making himself writhe painfully in his self inflicted torture cause he has broken her-His Fragile Rose. And now it's time to break himself. Twice as much, if not more. Maybe until he dies. [[[!!!!CAUTION-----HIGHLY TRIGGERED SCENES! READER'S DISCRETION ADVISED! A DARK STORY! ABUSIVE! SELF HARM SCENES! DON'T READ IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE SUCH SCENES. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND TO NOT READ, IF YOU'RE FRAGILE HEARTED!!!!!!!]]] You've been warned. ~~

Love Beneath The Moon by IncredibleSmile0

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My New Muse (XXX) (Completed) by AliyahEzinma

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Tainted Lessons| 18+ by shruti_me

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Yours Forcefully by romanticcrazyone

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Did my heart love till now? by AlwaysJulyy

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HER SAVIOR & HIS SENORITA (COMPLETED) by Satz18

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