Addicted
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****EXCERPT****
"Why can't you leave me alone?" He yelled shoving a hands on those brown curls and bringing them out in fury. Didn't he get it already? Didn't he sense it? Didn't he see that after everything that happened between us I was still there?
"Don't you act Harry Styles?" I sarcastically laugh as a lump forms under my throat. I was still there for him, It was hard to swallow now that he was staring at me like an idiot.
"What?" He stands merely an inch away from me and I take a glance of his flawless face. He didn't understand what he was doing to me, how he was breaking every bone in me, how he was silently killing me.
I didn't care, I was going to tell him anyways it was either now or never. "I love you Harry Styles" Before I knew it a tear fell from my face, More tears and I suddenly felt the urge to kick myself badly. I fell in love with a drunk, a drug addict, a troubled man, a tortured soul who didn't know the difference from rights and wrongs.
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