CONTRADICTION

Hello, I am Kaia. This is the story of the past two years of my life.

Have you ever truly loved a friend with all your heart, even though you know they are no good, but you have been friends for so long that you just cannot seem to detach?
Have you ever liked more people at the same time? Not just "liked", but was truly torn by different people orbiting around you, at the point that you could not possibly be loyal?
Have you ever felt in the position of the people you would so often criticize? You would claim they had no values, no morals at all, and yet there you were exactly in their position?
Have you ever felt so confused, so anxious, so messed up that you could not close your eyes at night?
These are the questions that have been bothering me lately.

By telling this story, I want to share my experience and I want to know if there is someone else who has these same sort of issues or if I'm alone in this crazy world.