black, grey, and nothing in between
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Ongoing7m
Last published Sun, Sep 10, 2023
for the thoughts that are in my head, the words stuck in my throat, and the stinging on my chest.
a story of how my thoughts progressed, and how much i've changed through the times... hopefully
written in english
TW: mentions of d34th and 5u1c1d3
my playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/03TGDqM3vIoAreM0KFGZkh?si=ffce3cadfb274758
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