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Not Broken Forever (My Testimony)

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[My pain changed me but so did Jesus.]

This is dedicated to my saviour, my Lord Jesus Christ, who saved my life, not only on that cross, but He continues to save me over and over again. Without Him, my life would have continued down a dark path, most likely ending in planned suicide. 

---

This is a testimony that includes bullying, unhealthy relationships, toxic perfectionism, rapidly declining mental health, unhealthy self-image, and suicidal thoughts. 

This isn't a religious good girl story. This is a story about someone who was broken and abused by others and then grew to be the same way. 

This is the story of how Jesus saved my life and transformed it

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