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Dark Alex [Harry Styles]
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Last published Mon, Jan 12, 2015
I stand in front of my mirror with most of the lights off, I wear my plain black shirt with my black ripped jeans. I throw my black hair up in a bun and I make sure that my eyeliner is perfect then I finish with applying my black lipstick. Yes a black lipstick. Breathing heavily, I wip the hot tears off my cheeks and stare at the mirror. No smile, no emotions and my reflection in the mirror looks like a zombie. I try to take a deep breath and smile but it's like someone is squeezing my face and I'm not capable of smiling no matter how hard I try. Why try?. I wear the usual miserable look and I walk downstairs with my bag.
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