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You're the reason I hold on

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Reads 4,623
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Parts 30
Time 5h 55m

rosextomhstories

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anxietyattacks death harrison london newlife orphan panicattacks sadstory tomholland travel zendaya

Y/n a seventeen year old girl lost her parents in a plane crash when she was six years old. She used to live with her uncle since the accident but he chased her away when she got sixteen. Now she lives alone, goes to high school and does some odd jobs. She went through horrible things. Her only hope was Tom Holland, a famous actor she admired. 
During the holidays she goes on a school trip to London. But there a terrible event happened. She run away but what can do a girl like y/n in a city she doesn't know with no one she knows? A man come up to her but y/n is scared as hell.
"Hey! Don't worry! I don't want to hurt you. I don't want anything from you. I just want to help you. Okay? Don't be scared."
The man led her to his car. Will he really help her or will he abuse her? Will y/n be finally able to live a happy life with someone who loves her or will she stay alone and hurt all her life?
Read my story to find out.

11/22/2022 #5 darkthoughtsAll Rights Reserved

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