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Terakhir diterbitkan Kha, Okt 28, 2021
poems based on my life <3
also, these are in free verse, i'm very bad at getting things to rhyme and i hate going by any "poetry rules". free verse is much more easier for me to express my emotions and thoughts! the first couple chapters are in order but the whole book won't be like that. i suffer from dissociation so a lot of things i can't remember. or i will later on and then add it in :)
most of these have mature elements. if any of the following trigger you or makes you upset i highly advise against reading this! i won't be putting any tw's in my book so this is your trigger warning!!
!TW!
-sa
-drugs
-alcohol
-violence
-cussing
-miscarriage
-self harm
-suicidal thoughts
-probably more but im forgetting :D
please be very respectful if you decide to comment, these are all based on me and my life. i won't hesitate to just block you if i find any negative comments in my book! if its about someone im making out to be as a bad person, that is okay to an extent!
and if any of you are struggling please message me! on here or on instagram! my @ on ig is @_its_makayla_duh feel free to follow me or message me anytime! <3
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