Suicide Equine
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My anger kept rising, I finally lost it, "WILL YOU COME PICK UP THIS HOSE?!" I slammed the door to the tack-room, and went into Phantom's stall to brood.
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As her mom pulled up to my home, I unbuckled myself, anxious to get away. I had previously told Sisa to not look at me, speak to me, or touch me. As I dragged myself to my room, the weight of my actions pulled on me. I went into a daze; being ruthless, I grabbed the first sharp item I could, and slashed my wrists as deep as I could.
Everything went black.
I woke, backing out of a trailer. I saw Terri, the owner of a barn I go to. I tried to say hello, but a shrill whinny came from my mouth. My ears perked, what is this? Terri patted my nose, "Aren't you talkative?"
She led me through the barn, and let me out to the pasture. I saw Brandy, Cody, Penny- everyone. I trotted up to Brandy and poked her with my nose. She pinned her ears, causing my to back away- grumpy mare. Things went like this- the horses kne
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