Up, down, turn around

Life can be weird. Crazy. All that 'good' stuff. I can't believe this is reality. Cruel, and disgusting. Life can also include meeting the love of your life..... well at least you think so. I feel like I need a rewind button for the mistakes I've made. Mainly one day. That particular day nearly made me part of human trafficking. I feel like I'm being watched 24/7. When I go out, there are people in black suits following me. Why does life have to so many ups and downs?