#PARAISO
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Last published Tue, Jan 20, 2015
"ay boyfriend ko nga pala", "i love you sweetheart", "Baby, tayo na hanggang dulo ah.".
Hay nako, nakakaintrigang mga salita mula sa kabataan sa panahong ito.
Ilang taon ka na? 13, 14, 15? Beh, bata ka pa. Sige, sabihin na nating mahal mo siya, mahal ka rin niya, pero mas mahal ang tuition, kaya aral muna ah?
Ako'y isang 15 year old na babae, 3rd year ako sa school at awardee pag dating sa academics. Kasapi nga rin pala ako ng student council board at team captain ng mathematics team namin. Lumaki kasi ako na pag-aaral ang aking prioridad. "books over boys" nga ang motto ko eh. Ako yung tipong babae, na sobrang seryoso sa mga bagay na may kaugnayan sa pag-aaral ko. Ako yung babaeng handang isangla ang pag-ibig para lang matapos ko ang mga hangarin ko sa buhay.
Pero bilang isang batang babae, naranasan ko rin namang magkagusto sa lalaki. Oo, nagkagusto kasi ako sa bestfriend ko. Naging okay naman friendship namin, matino, at malakas. Nang lumipas ang ilang taong pagkakaibigan namin, umamin narin siya. Oo, malakas talaga hatak ng temptation eh.
Yung moment na crush ka rin ng crush mo <3 ay shoxx! oh diba? Paraiso mo ito!
Pero lahat ng bagay may katapusan. Hindi mo alam na deadline na pala. Tatakbo takbo ka sa kalsada, may dead end pala sa dulo. Ayun, natapos rin kami.
Masakit. Sobrang masakit.
Natakot na kong magkagusto ulit sa kahit sinong lalaki, pero natuklasan ko na may lalaking nagmamahal sa akin higit pa sa nalalaman ko, hindi niya ko paiiyakin, di paaasahin, di sasaktan, di iiwan.
oo, mahal ako ni Papa God, mahal ka rin niya. At ito ang pinakamagandang Paraiso na makakamtan ko. :)
Message from the writer: "I've got the best lovelife yet. With God."
- Khaila Garcia
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"What makes you think you're already in love? You haven't even met that Zero." Natawa naman ako sa kaibigan kong si Leigh habang inaayos ko yung sintas ng sapatos ko. "Why Leigh? Do you fall in love at first sight? Hindi naman din di ba? Saka sabi mo, fall in love with the character. That's why I think I'm falling for this Zero." "You don't even know him yet, Van." "Exactly. Kaya nga ako naeexcite e. It seems that we don't know each other yet. But we can already feel the connection as if we've known each other for a long time." Natahimik naman ito doon. Pagkatapos ay sinimulan na din magpalit ng jersey. "Just slow down. You might find yourself breaking. Mamaya gamitin ka lang nyan." Umismid naman ako. "Gaya ng mga exes mo? Y'know what's wrong with you, Leigh? Pinangungunahan mo lahat. That's why no one can keep up with your standards." "Hey, I'm just saying if what if he's a psycho? A stalker? A hooker?" Tumawa naman ako dito. She's really paranoid. "Just step out of your safe zone, Leigh. You're already missing the most exciting part of life." "Slowing down isn't always bad, Vanilla." "Yeah, but look at you. Seriously? Continous failed relationships?" "Ikaw din naman a. Why aren't you finding the right one yet?" "I already found him. That's zero. I can feel the connection. He guesses everything about me perfectly. Like all of my favorites and quirks that only you and the girls can tell." I gave her an elated smile. "So, back off. And just be happy for me. Okay?" "What if that's a stalker or a paparazzi that already run a background check with you?" "Ang negative mo, Leigh. Seriously, just fall in love and get a life." Ngumiti ito ng nakakaloko. "Okay, so what will you do if that Zero is a girl?" Natigilan naman ako. "You're not Zero, are you?" "Of course not." Nakahinga naman ako. "As long as it's not you, I'm okay." "Why?" "Because I don't want to end up with a puppet like you. Yikes! A barbie doll of everyone."
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