Lost.

"i don't know. nothing really mattered, not to me anyways. i was just... lost. that's the only way to put it. that is, until she came along. she changed my life. she changed me. before her, everything was just whatever. now she's all i think about.
"if you don't mind my asking, what happened to her, Jack?"
"that's the problem, i don't know what 'happened to her.' all i honestly know, is that it was her. it's her now. it's always been her. that's the only way that i can, and know how to put it. she hasn't called. hasn't texted. no emails, direct messages, tweets, instagram posts, facebook statuses. nothing."
"nothing?"
"nothing."
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