Do You Really Love Me?

This is going to be a fanfic about Destiel (Dean and Cas). It's going to be smutty.

Dean finally came out and told Castiel how he felt about him. How he loved him. But Castiel didn't say anything back he just disappeared. It's been 7 months since that night and Dean hasn't seen Castiel or heard from him at all. He had left Sam and went and hunted on his own. He became more of a regular alcoholic. Every night he would pray to Castiel asking him where he went and why he went. He never got a reply. Finally after all that time he had enough. He couldn't live without Castiel. Dean decided to go out to a bar and have some drinks. But he went to far. He drank a lot and ended up having the bartender cut him off and telling him to leave. He went back to his motel and had a break down. He stood outside and screamed toward the sky. "Why did you leave Castiel?! Why would you do that to me?! I hate you!" He grabbed a beer bottle he found on the ground and chucked it at his impala.