Numb(On Hold)

Gina has gone through so much ... she just wants it all to stop. She knew was torment, anguish, and horrible pain. Since the first person she had some feeling for crushed her so much ... she thought .... Why? Can't I be allowed to love? What's wrong with me why? Did he tell me that? Am I truly do ugly that no one will see me like everyone else .....
Gina has gone through so much in her life she just can't take it anymore. Sometimes she just wants to ball up and have the ground eat her up? Why was she born ? For what? For everyone to take advantage of her .
All she wanted was to be loved ... just like everyone else.