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Shattered (Zayn Malik fanfiction)

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My bitterness is caused by my past. My cowardness is built because of pain. My shattered being is all I ever am now. And to diminish everything? I need to be strong. I should hate the world, loathe everybody, including myself. Because if I wouldn't, I'd suffer the pain again, the dreadful past, and I don't want that. Nobody wants that.

Then he came, suprisingly he's like me but that doesn't mean a thing. He didn't change me, nor I to him. We're still same old, same old. And no trust was built between us, no commitment.  Or so I thought.

A/N: This book could only be read by ages 13 and above. Any form of copying is prohibited.All Rights Reserved

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