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The Idea Of You
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GracieCakez
Ongoing, First published Oct 03, 2021
Mature
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"I'll leave you alone." His words filled the tormenting silence, "After tonight you won't have to see me again, only in class and that's it." 

My heart ached at his words, why? This should be a good thing, I wouldn't have to deal with Alejandro Rodriguez ever again. 

So why... Why does the thought of him not being around hurt. 

I stopped playing with my food and slowly lifted my head to look at him. He stared straight into my watery eyes. His face filled with regret and concern. 

He stood up from his seat and walked over to me, squatting down to my level. "Hey, hey." He softly whispered his hands holding both of my mines, softly caressing them with his thumb. "Please don't cry, por favor." He reached a hand to my face and gently wiped the tears. 

"I-I don't want you to leave me alone." My voice breaking and my vision filling with tears.

Layla Cruise, is the most popular girl in high school with a perfect life, people call her the Golden girl. Perfect curly hair, perfect boyfriend. However, thats what they see when she's at school. Remove the glam and glitter, wipe off the makeup and you'll find a trickle of bruises her boyfriend leaves her.

TW: this story contains strong themes (SA, Language, and sexual content)
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Devil's Son |✓ (Book One Of the Van Dyk series)

121 parts Complete Mature

||EDITING|| He was like the Devil, but his beauty on the outside made me feel weak. His whole being made me weak, and I have no idea why. I hate him so much, so why do I feel this way about him? "What are you doing?" I ask. "Polishing the mirror so I can watch myself fuck you again," he says. Four bullies, three kids, one big sister, and one guy. Toxic relationship, SLOW burn, and Enemies to lovers ALSO NOT A MAFIA! Just kidding... Am I kidding? Is this a mafia 🤔 TOXIC AS FUCK RELATIONSHIP, DO NOT TRY AND MEET THESE EXPECTATIONS IN REAL LIFE! THIS IS JUST A STORY WARNINGS ABUSE BULLYING CHEATING DRUG USE MATURE CONTENT SELF HARM SEX SCENES SEXUAL REFERENCES VIOLENCE COURSE LANGUAGE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS SUICIDE BONDAGE AND DISCIPLINE (BDSM) SPITTING SPANKING OVERSTIMULATION BREEDING CHOKING/GAGGING CONSENSUAL-NON-CONSENT (CNC) HAIR PULLING FACE SLAPPING DEGRADING PRAISING MANHANDLING

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