Why regret and not proud?

Zehra Agha is a teenager girl from Adana, Turkey. She was born on August 30, 2001. In Turkey the date of August 30 was very important because they celebrate the Victory day making her parents think that she was special and making her the family hair even if she was actually the second child.

Now Zehra is 15 years old and she finally convinced her dad to let her go to the same school that Aysel go and while Aysel is trying to teach Zehra how to survive and live in the outside world Zehra haves her eyes on a boy around Aysel age and even if the boy didn't look like a bad guy her parents wouldn't accept her feeling. Now Zehra is wondering herself what is she gonna do when someone besides her sister find out about the letters that she have been sending to him and the letter of the respond from his part.