afterthought
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Last published Fri, Jun 24, 2022
Hailey has never felt loved, never been in love. When she finally does it gets pried from her unwilling fingers and shattered by her feet. It's useless to try and get it back, so she learns to walk away, and god it would be so easy if it were anyone but him.
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or an upstead version of the last few seasons with an unnecessary amount of angst.
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