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Even after the multiple convictions, numerous drug charges, and murders. 

I still wanted her. I wanted so badly to be next to her, even just around her. In the same building, I don't care. 

I just want her. 

I didn't mind the cold metal piercing my throat from the gun she held there. I didn't mind the idea of dying, sad I know, I just wanted her. 

My goal is to save her, fuck the "No saving" gimmick. I wanted to save her, I needed to save her from this. She was going to be free, and I would be the one to do it. Months ago I wouldn't have known that she would be the one I wanted to see day and night. 

Jesus Emellia what the fuck have you done to me. 

I'm going to save her, fuck my job. I'm going to get us out of this my Emellia. 

We're going to be alright.All Rights Reserved

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The Situation by everyone_loves_Harry

A few snippets so far: I felt naked in front of him. He's stripped me bare, pulled back my flesh, cracked open my rib cage to literally have my heart in his hands. He has the power to finish me off with one forceful squeeze or help hold all the pieces together while I work on mending and healing it. **** I take this time to breathe in the stale peacefulness of the room and wait for my body to properly wake up to get started with another day. My thoughts are soon abruptly stopped when I hear heavy breathing next to me, then I can feel the rise and fall of someone's chest and the heaviness of something wrapped around my torso. The imaginary glue in my eyes disappears as they open in a flash. To my utter disbelief and confusion, I find Harry sleeping...in my bed...with me. What, when how...what in the world is happening?! My internal panic worsens when I realize if he's here he saw the broken glass and blood in the room. FUCKING HELL! "Don't freak out, don't freak out," I talk out loud to myself but it's not fucking working. **** Last fucking chance to tell me I'm wrong and you're not hoeing around then sleep in my bed!" I say as harshly as I can. She doesn't say anything, doesn't even bat an eye at what I said. I pick up her phone on my nightstand and throw it at the closed door and watch her body tense up in anger. Her fists are white from how tightly she is clamping her fingers in her palm and her jaw is clenched. "You said it yourself, we're just friends. Friends don't act jealous like this," she quietly speaks. "I am not jealous; I couldn't give a fuck less. Have nothing to be jealous of." She takes a step back like I hit her, I can see her shattering right in front of me. "You know your way out. Get the fuck out of my apartment now," she walks over to grab her phone that bounced off the wall and walks out, she stops before she closes the door all the way.

Speak For Me - [H.S.] by _gottalovecats_

"But Bailey you need to promise me." I pulled my head back and looked at her. "Promise what?" "That you'll never let someone's death take over your life. That you'll never let it take your life. No matter if it's my death far in the future or an unexpected death in only a few months. Okay?" I nodded, "I promise, Sara." ~ ~ ~ Bailey broke her promise to her older sister. Deaths changed her life and left her mute. All hopes and dreams gone as disorders controlled her life. She thought life had been getting better, years later. That she might be able to live her life okay like this. Until she met him. Harry Styles. A singer in One Direction who's "spiraling out of control." When everything starts to seem hopeless for him, he meets somebody who he thought would change his life for the better. Bumpy roads may be in the way, but in the end. He was right. Follow their journey and learn of Bailey's past in, Speak For Me.

Stumbling (H.S. / A.U.) by hardcandy92

Started: April 2023, Completed: April 2024 Riley looked forward to college solely for the chance to start fresh. Healing and growing was Riley's only goal, until she met someone new. Styles instantly caught her attention, but that wasn't the only problem that slowly took over Riley's new life. *** PREVIEW: "Maybe you should have given Niall a real kiss. You seem pretty boring to be honest." I wasn't going to give in and show a reaction to him calling me boring. Fuck him. "Yeah. Maybe I should have. He is pretty hot after all." The moment my sentence ends his hand bolts up to my face and wraps around the lower part of my chin, wrapping around my face to pull it upwards. I was forced to look him in the eyes now. "Stop trying. I do not get jealous darling. Don't pretend like you belong here. Remember what I said." Harry says to me in a vicious tone. Before I can flip through the memories of the night to know what he means, he leans into me again. His face only millimeters apart from mine. "You're a nobody." He smirks and drops his hand to walk away. Leaving me extremely alone in the mess of all the bodies in the kitchen. *** This book is a mature read that may contain vulgar language, assaults/abuse, sexual content, descriptive violence, drug abuse, and explicit content.

𝑺𝒐 𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝑶𝒖𝒕 𝑴𝒚 𝑵𝒂𝒎𝒆 (𝑨 𝑯𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒔𝒕𝒚𝒍𝒆𝒔 𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆) by harrys_feen

[Harry Styles Romance] (THIS IS NOT A LARRY STORY LOL! Check out "All Things Pink" If you want to read Larry<3 ~~~~ [ENEMIES TO LOVERS] Liam and Harry practically have been battling it out for YEARS, who was the more popular one? Who could be invited to more parties? Who could get laid the most? They hated each other. But Liam? She hated harry for one specific reason.... Harry was totally HOT. And she hated how good looking he was. But she would be sure to never let him know that. Harry hated Liam just because he knew he wouldn't ever get into her pants, nobody how hard he'd try. He just wasn't able. This all changed when they ended up at the same party. [Harry x Liam] (except Liam is actually a girl, not a guy:)) 𝗦𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝗕𝗲𝗴𝗮𝗻: 𝗙𝗲𝗯𝗿𝘂𝗮𝗿𝘆 𝟭𝟬𝘁𝗵 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟯 𝗦𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘆 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱:𝗙𝗲𝗯𝗿𝘂𝗮𝗿𝘆 𝟮𝟳𝘁𝗵 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟯

In The End(*EDITING*) by CidnyKings

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The Styles Mansion [h.s] by Lark_Den

[START : 21 JULY, 2020] [COMPLETE : 19 AUGUST, 2023] #1 in murder #1 in Possessive He kissed me back with urgency, at last pulling my bottom lip between his teeth, ridding his cock as hard as he could. Next he attached his mouth with my breasts, sucking them like his favourite candy while sinking his teeth on my flesh with possession. "I am obsessed with you." He groaned, kissing my neck as suddenly tears commenced to gather in my eyes. I didn't want to hear that from him, all I want to know is, he loves me. But that never came from his mouth. All he said is I mean a lot to him and he is obsessed. I sniffed closing my eyes tightly as my lower stomach tightened into a sharp knot. Venessa Erza is a beautiful and established woman who was leading a simple and plain lifestyle which a normal girl would wanted to have. She is satisfied with her job and being an editor in a publishing company is a perfect job for her. But the table of her life turned when her father out of blue arranged her matrimony with the heir of Styles's family. Who was alluring with his god gifted enchanted beauty and mesmerising green eyes. If his parents named him after Eros, then they wouldn't have been wrong. He was like a magnate around women, any woman could fall in love with his only single glance as if his eyes could do a hypnotic magic spell on them. Like those women, Venessa was also enthralled by her soon to be husband. But she didn't know, she was in darkness of lies before her lifetime bond with this Styles son. She didn't know that her husband wasn't normal like the other men as she was tied up with his life and became Mrs Styles of The Styles Mansion.

Unfathomable Secrets {Punk One Direction} by horeysteyles

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I'm Hers by missk11_

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Stupid To Fall For You ~ Harry Styles ~ by thatbitchhhhh3542

Vada Carter. 18 years old. Not famous, just a stupid girl. Harry Styles. 19 years old. Very famous, but he's just a stupid boy. "You can't say stuff like that Harry! I can't feel this way about you!" I tell him, speaking louder than usual. "Why?" He asks me. I didn't hesitate to answer this time. "Because I'm scared! I'm scared of the feelings I have towards you!" I tell him. "I'm scared too, so why don't we just be scared together?" He asks me as he starts walking towards me. "We can't Harry." I tell him, now only a few steps away from each other. A few more steps and he's right in front of me, only an inch left between our noses. "Let's be scared together Vada." He tell me, both of his hands cupping my cheeks. I shake my head and sniffle back my runny nose due to the pouring rain. "You don't understand Harry. I'm scared of this. I'm scared of my feelings. I'm scared of what I'll do to mess this up. I'm scared I'm going to get hurt. I'm scared of it all." I tell him, my voice now at a quiet whisper but full of emotion. It's the story of them. The story about how they were stupid to fall for each other.

Electric Box |h.s| by GoldenGirlyyy

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𝑺𝒐 𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝑶𝒖𝒕 𝑴𝒚 𝑵𝒂𝒎𝒆 (𝑨 𝑯𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒔𝒕𝒚𝒍𝒆𝒔 𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆) cover

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The Situation

A few snippets so far: I felt naked in front of him. He's stripped me bare, pulled back my flesh, cracked open my rib cage to literally have my heart in his hands. He has the power to finish me off with one forceful squeeze or help hold all the pieces together while I work on mending and healing it. I take this time to breathe in the stale peacefulness of the room and wait for my body to properly wake up to get started with another day. My thoughts are soon abruptly stopped when I hear heavy breathing next to me, then I can feel the rise and fall of someone's chest and the heaviness of something wrapped around my torso. The imaginary glue in my eyes disappears as they open in a flash. To my utter disbelief and confusion, I find Harry sleeping...in my bed...with me. What, when how...what in the world is happening?! My internal panic worsens when I realize if he's here he saw the broken glass and blood in the room. FUCKING HELL! "Don't freak out, don't freak out," I talk out loud to myself but it's not fucking working. Last fucking chance to tell me I'm wrong and you're not hoeing around then sleep in my bed!" I say as harshly as I can. She doesn't say anything, doesn't even bat an eye at what I said. I pick up her phone on my nightstand and throw it at the closed door and watch her body tense up in anger. Her fists are white from how tightly she is clamping her fingers in her palm and her jaw is clenched. "You said it yourself, we're just friends. Friends don't act jealous like this," she quietly speaks. "I am not jealous; I couldn't give a fuck less. Have nothing to be jealous of." She takes a step back like I hit her, I can see her shattering right in front of me. "You know your way out. Get the fuck out of my apartment now," she walks over to grab her phone that bounced off the wall and walks out, she stops before she closes the door all the way.