Even after the multiple convictions, numerous drug charges, and murders. I still wanted her. I wanted so badly to be next to her, even just around her. In the same building, I don't care. I just want her. I didn't mind the cold metal piercing my throat from the gun she held there. I didn't mind the idea of dying, sad I know, I just wanted her. My goal is to save her, fuck the "No saving" gimmick. I wanted to save her, I needed to save her from this. She was going to be free, and I would be the one to do it. Months ago I wouldn't have known that she would be the one I wanted to see day and night. Jesus Emellia what the fuck have you done to me. I'm going to save her, fuck my job. I'm going to get us out of this my Emellia. We're going to be alright.