I am my hero

A story but not exactly a 'story' about Mel, who is like the most cheerful person you'd see, but who hides so much deep pain, hurt, sufferings behind a mask Oh-so believable, you'd never know, quote- Never if she didn't wanted to tell you which she doesn't even have anyone whom she trusts with.
Not even close friends, not a love interest, not a partner. 'Cause she simply doesn't want to trust anymore, not like she could before as it's always been like this for as long as she remembers it to be!

The emotions that she writes, the feelings she pours for just one thing for her to remind!