Soulless Dream of Amaris
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MatureOngoing
Last published Tue, Jan 25, 2022
"Studies First."
A line that I always told everyone who asked me on whether I was taken. The only thing na sinabi ko na kinain ko rin naman in the end. A lie that led to two broken souls.
It all started with being flings and was meant to stay that way. Mapaglaro nga naman ang puso natin at hindi natin ito mapipigilan.
Pano nga ba kung mahulog ang isang sikat na Tiktoker sa kaniyang tagahanga?
"I'm looking forward for the moon to shine brightly one day," sinabi niya sa mensahe niya sa'kin. Hindi matigil ang pagtulo ng aking luha habang binabasa ko ang huling bahagi ng kaniyang mensahe. Nakatitig lamang ako sa aking cellphone habang paulit-ulit kong iniisip ang mga salitang dumurog sa aking puso.
"A day when it can once again light up my world."
A story of my beautiful mistake.
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Nagpapaulit-ulit sa utak ko ang mga nangyari at sa tuwing maaalala ko 'yon, nabubuhay ang galit sa dibdib ko, galit na gusto kong iparamdam sa kaniya. Napakatahimik ng gabi, at kasing-tahimik nito ang pagtulog ng lalaking nasa harapan ko ngayon. Huling pagtulog dahil paghihirap, sakit at kamatayan na ang naghihintay sa paggising niya. Napakaamo ng mukha, dinaig pa ang babae sa kakinisan ng katawan. Ayos na sana, naipaghiganti ko na ang pagkamatay ni ate before pero what happened to my younger sister na wala namang ibang ginusto kundi ang mahalin siya ng taong mahal niya, she killed herself because of this man. Alin ba ang mas bagay panimula at panapos?, hetong kahoy na bubugbog sa katawan niya?, heto bang lubid na unti-unting pipigil sa hininga niya?, hetong kutsilyo kaya nang dumanak ang dugo niya?, O mas mainam kung hetong baril na sa ulo ko na lang niya itutok ng mamatay agad siya?, Kating-kati na akong kitilin ang buhay ng lalaking ito. Kamatayan niya ang magiging kabayaran ng kamatayan ng kapatid ko. Tik tok!, Tik tok!, Tik tok? *baaaaaaaaaang!!!!!!*...
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