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Nothing Hurts Anymore, I feel kinda free

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Parts 31
Time 1h 14m

action-adventure avengers buckybarnes fanfiction hailhydra harrystyles hydra loki marvel marvelcomics marvelfanfic romance spiderman supersoldier tomhiddleston tonystark wintersoldier ynstories

The Avengers? 
Yeah, I know em.
I know them well.
They know me well.
I've been sent by Hydra, but I made confessions, connections.
I can't betray them now...

#15 in action/adventure-31.2k
#11 in supersoldier-696




;;Y/N USES SHE/HER PRONOUNS;;

W**suicidality; action; angst; fluff

{Erm this is kinda a LokixY/n story so yea}

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action-adventure avengers buckybarnes fanfiction hailhydra harrystyles hydra loki marvel marvelcomics marvelfanfic romance spiderman supersoldier tomhiddleston tonystark wintersoldier ynstories

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