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Nothing Hurts Anymore, I feel kinda free

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The Avengers? 
Yeah, I know em.
I know them well.
They know me well.
I've been sent by Hydra, but I made confessions, connections.
I can't betray them now...

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;;Y/N USES SHE/HER PRONOUNS;;

W**suicidality; action; angst; fluff

{Erm this is kinda a LokixY/n story so yea}

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Unfettered (Loki x Reader) by TheseHallowedRoses

'You are my Valkyrie. And I would follow you across the nine realms and into eternity.' Tortured by HYDRA and liberated by S.H.I.E.L.D, you join the Avengers to use your newfound abilities to interrogate The God of Mischief. But when you find yourself tangled up in his memories and his bedsheets, you're tossed into a world of chaos, secrets, and betrayal. And when your past comes back to haunt you, will you be able to rely on the Trickster God? A fanfiction tale of love, lust, and lies. ------ STORY INFORMATION: Originally published February, 2021. Second Edition published June, 2023. Y/n means "your name", insert your own name here when reading TW: violence, torture, explicit sexual material. Top Rankings: #1 in Marvel #1 in Loki #1 in LokiSmut #1 in LokiOdinson #1 in LokiFanFic #1 in LokiLoveStory #1 in LokisArmy #1 in LokiOdinson #1 in LokiXReader #1 in Avengers #1 in AvengerFanFiction #1 in Superheroes *SPOILERS* For Avengers SHIELD series and Iron Man I, II, Captain America, and a few others so, basically, don't read this piece if you aren't familiar with the series and don't want any spoilers. **ALL RIGHTS** for all characters/images/likeness are owned and trademarked by Disney, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Stan Lee, and their rightful proprietary owners. Story and original characters created by me. Reminder: I'm just a fan enjoying some creative license. Please don't sue me. Unless you're Tom Hiddleston - you can do whatever you want to me. THIS COVER ART IS MINE, please do not copy elsewhere. A huge thank you to my amazing collaborating artist, RasheruSuzie.

$Loki Laufeyson - The Experiment {1} by Emily_LokisOne$

B12. That was what HYDRA had called her ever since she had been snatched from her parent's grasps at the young age of 4. She had been experimented on, tortured and pushed to her limits for so long that she was beginning to forgotten her old life. One where she had been normal, a life without fear, without misery, without the monster living inside her. But her whole world changed when the God of Mischief discovered her in her white-tiled cell. Upon accidently being found by Loki and the Avengers, B12, also known as Emily, finally has another shot at living a normal life. A mostly normal life. Her powers make it difficult for anything to be normal. As well as having Loki Laufeyson as a friend. Or possibly more than a friend. -.-.-.- Nobody has ever wanted to help me before." I whispered. "They had always hurt me or been afraid of me. I've never had anyone how wanted to... I don't know, be friends with me." "I know how that feels." Loki said quietly. "I've never had any friends. Everyone always wanted to be friends with my brother instead of me. He got all the attention, while I was forgotten about. Sometimes, I would come across that one person who became a friend, but then they would meet my brother and leave me to be friends with him instead" He fell silent, jaw clenched, and I couldn't help place a comforting hand on his wrist. "I promise I won't leave you." I smiled softly. -.-.-.- I do not own any of the Marvel characters in this book except for Emily. All ideas are purely my own. -.-.-.- WARNINGS: This books contains heavy scenes, such as torture, mental health issues, violent scenes and includes coarse language. -.-.-.- HIGHEST RANKINGS: #1 Shield - 7.3.23 #1 HydraExperiment - 7.3.23 #1 Avengers - 8.4.23 #1 Powers - 8.4.23 #1 Wintersoldier - 8.4.23 #1 Bucky - 8.4.23 #1 hydra - 8.4.23 #13 lokilaufeyson - 26.11.23 #1 loki - 3.12.23 #26 captain America - 8.11.23 #26 marvel - 20.02.24 #3 Lokiodinson - 23.11.23 #1 brucebanner - 26.11.23

Leave Me Bleeding [Winter Soldier] I by UnderMySkin

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Does It Still Look Good?- y/n Stark x Bucky Barnes by Kat48270

Genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist. That's how most would describe Tony Stark. During a trip abroad, Stark meets someone and they have their 'fun' together. But that was all it was to Tony. Fun. Two months later, that same woman finds herself in Starks office telling him the truth. She was pregnant. Tony wanted nothing to do with his unborn. Said that it would 'ruin his business' and then sent the woman away. 24 years later, the Avengers are raiding a Hydra base when Bucky hears a pain-filled scream come from the indoctrination room. He busted through the doors, his gun alight with bullets wedging into everyone but the girl, who was still screaming. He saved her that day. What will their bond grow into? Are you ready to find out? ********** Me, Tony, and Bucky walked through the halls of hydra. Each one contained multiple dead Hydra agents. Tony looked shocked, but I think Bucky knew that I could be this dangerous if triggered. We walked outside and were met with numerous agents, all armed with guns and knifes. There were three tanks behind them, ready to fire at any moment. We all looked at eachother before charging forward. I used the gun that hydra equipped me with to kill them. Bucky used a pistol he took from the Avengers tower, and Tony had his suit. Within the first five minutes, we had disposed of dozens of hydra agents. I kept firing but I felt a warm blow to my stomach. Shit! ********** Originally called; His First Daughter Achievements #2 in Super soldier #4 in Hydra

Loki x reader ( slow burn) by lillokilover666

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$Loki Laufeyson - Saviour {2} by Emily_LokisOne$

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Unfettered (Loki x Reader)

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