**lowercase intended** for years, y/n pined over her senior. for years, she was ignored. one day, sick of kageyama's disinterest in her, she gives up. "new year, new me," she said... she goes to classes without looking for his head in the crowds or trying to make him laugh. one day, she realizes she sees a black mop of hair more often than she used to, she found dark eyes following as she walked down the hallways, the same eyes she couldn't hold the attention of when that was all she wanted. CW // pet names, violence, swearing, mature content (no smut**)