Momma

The door slightly opens. I hear footsteps slowly starting to creep to my bed, a warm yet a bit familiar breath on the right side of my neck.
I smell cigar, like the one daddy smokes on the porch. Then it hits me, it's him just when I'm about to jump up and give daddy A hug, his hand starts making its way from the top to bottom of my dress." Daddy what are you doing?" I say In a sleepy voice. He then comes next to my ear and says "shhhhh princess daddy's got ya".
I tightly close my eyes and feel his cold hands make their way to my panties, was this Normal? Why is daddy acting so weird ? Does momma know ? Should I tell her?
As though his reading my mind he comes closer to my ear again and says in a warm shaky breath " no need to tell your momma, if you tell her, this family will break apart and you'll be thrown in a orphanage, you don't want that for yourself right princess"
I start weeping to myself
"Right princess?" He asks again for reassurance
Crying still i say
"Yes daddy"