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Finally, I have started to understand I will never get you. Maybe I won't even meet you. That will never lessen the intensity of my emotions for you. I have never met you but I have never felt like this before. I blame you for using those words which have been engraved in my heart. My heart sinks when I realize I might never be able to tell you how I feel. For a long time, I blamed myself and a part of me still blame myself for not being good enough. If I were the kind of girl you like, the kind you find pretty, Maybe I would've got the happiness. It was hard realizing that I am not even qualified enough to like you. I know I will get over it one day. Life goes on but this is one part of my life that i never want to let go. You were a fantasy which will never be real probably. I dont want to forget what I used to daydream about you. gosh, how I spent days and weeks and months doing nothing but thinking scenarios with you. If you knew about it, you will laugh at me and call me pathetic like you always do.