A DISTANT MEMORY
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Last published Tue, Jul 1, 2025
After 3 years with Bucky Barnes and one very unfortunate incident, their relationship was over. Jadeyn Rainn put herself forward for SHIELD'S biggest mission teaming up with her best friend Thor Odinson to take on a year in Bangladesh, fight after fight.
After returning to the Avengers Compound finding that Bucky has no memory of his and Jadeyn's past and after events caused in Bangladesh which have assassins searching for her, she's jumping through heaps of trauma while still dealing with her love for her ex boyfriend.
Bucky has more than one secret to hide and Thor will stop at nothing to protect his best friend from who he believes is still The Winter Soldier. Jadeyn is in a constant battle between trust, love, friendships and lust and learns that it's not just her ex boyfriend that can keep secrets from her. Best friends can too.
(So I started this story on TikTok doing a POV series and the amount of love and support you guys gave me to make this a Wattpad story I just HAD to do it, so here we are. Obviously on the TikTok series Y/N is the main character, to make this easier for me to write I have decided to do this story in third person and create an actual character for Y/N. If you've come from TikTok, first of all thank you! And secondly, the story will be slightly different here and there, not huge changes but some parts will be missed out, changed or added, but it will be along all the same lines)
If you're watching the series on TikTok you'll know where this story is going ;) You know I LOVE drama and a good love triangle, I just can't wait to go into depth which what I can't do/show on TikTok!!
I am not by any means a writer. I passed my English exam in school 7 years ago but apart from that I have never written anything in my life. I love storytelling through editing videos so this is going to be completely out of my comfort zone and something I've never done before. Please forgive me for any bad grammar etc!
(Oh and yes. This is definitely 18+)
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