My Last Hope
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When Clay is the witness of a murder at his tenth, his life seems to be over. Because of the daily death threats, blackmailing and fear he needs to live in, he decides to take drugs to calm down.
Within days, he gets severely addicted to alcohol and drugs and starts stealing for his drug dealer to get more so he doesn't do anything to himself to stop the intense fear within him.
George lives the absolute perfect life and doesn't know anything about problems. He thinks everyone is complaining until he finds his sibling who overdosed and then figures out Clay suffers too. He has no idea how to cope with it, but decides to do anything he can to be a better friend and brother.
Warnings:
-Usage drugs/alcohol (overdose/addiction)
-Attempted murder (choking)
-Blackmailing/death threats
-Murder (flashback)
-(Emotional) abuse
-Suicide attempt
-Heart attacks
Platonic DNF fanfic :)
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