"I wish I was the one you wanted, the way I always wanted you. But i guess it will never happen...I don't hate you, No. But looking at you hurt. It hurts because I can only see the one I could never have, right in front of me. So, I'm choosing to look away and let go, so I could stop hurting at least for now, Hopefully, just for now." - Lisa
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"I love her. I knew from the beginning, and I want her back. But I broke her heart. And now, how I wish I'm the reason of her happiness just like her being the cause of mine before, but I am not. Maybe I'm too late. Now I'm the one who is broken. It's my fault. I was hoping I could fix us... but there was no us to begin with"- Jennie
(Original FF by PriNie_1627)
A/N: This story kept on lurking in my thoughts lately and so why not give it a go? This may contain mature conversations, sexual content, emotional trigger and among other things that may not be suitable for young readers.
This is NOT G!P.
Date Started: October 7, 2021
"Don't come too near". These were the first words to leave her mouth.
They hadn't seen each other in six months and these were the only things she could say.
"Why?" Jennie said, she wasn't surprised or disappointed. She just never understood. This is why Lisa didn't want to look at her. Not anymore at least.
"Because I'll hate you if you do" there was a long pause from both parts before she said " and I don't want that".
"Why?" Jennie said, again.
"Why what?"Lisa knew she wouldn't have been able to answer if not with a question, even if she knew the reasons, all of them.
"Everything: why did you avoid me all summer, why did you disappear into thin air, why wouldn't you pick up the phone just once to at least tell me that you were doing okay. I would've just let you be then"
There was another long pause. Both of them were expecting Lisa's answer. But nothing came out except for an "I don't know ".