"I wish I was the one you wanted, the way I always wanted you. But i guess it will never happen...I don't hate you, No. But looking at you hurt. It hurts because I can only see the one I could never have, right in front of me. So, I'm choosing to look away and let go, so I could stop hurting at least for now, Hopefully, just for now." - Lisa
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"I love her. I knew from the beginning, and I want her back. But I broke her heart. And now, how I wish I'm the reason of her happiness just like her being the cause of mine before, but I am not. Maybe I'm too late. Now I'm the one who is broken. It's my fault. I was hoping I could fix us... but there was no us to begin with"- Jennie
(Original FF by PriNie_1627)
A/N: This story kept on lurking in my thoughts lately and so why not give it a go? This may contain mature conversations, sexual content, emotional trigger and among other things that may not be suitable for young readers.
This is NOT G!P.
Date Started: October 7, 2021
"You've changed your attitude toward me. You became distant and cold. You even ignored me for weeks. I don't know what I've done, but I'll leave you alone from now on if that's what you want. I'm not doing this because I've been tired of you. I'm doing this because I love you and care about you, even if it hurts me."
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"I always ask myself, am I not good enough? Was I that bad? Did I am not worth it to love? Did I not deserve to be happy? Did I deserve all of this pain I've been feeling since then? did i--"
D-did they just use me for fame? W-why do they always leave me? Tell me! Why!??"
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"I am too tired to seek their attention and love, so I am giving up."
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"Now I can say that I'm totally okay. No more expectations, no more disappointments, and finally, no more pain. I'm already healed." -L