pls don't kill me im sorry - Phil Lester died three days ago. That was the hardest thing to grasp. For Dan, Phil had always been the one who was there no matter what- and suddenly- the most impossible thing to ever cross his mind happened. Phil Lester died in a hit and run. Phil had always been Dan's rock, and now that he was gone, Dan was an emotional trainwreck. Everyone was there for him, more company and kind words than he had ever received in his life- but he still felt lonely. He realized he would be lonely for the rest of his life without Phil.All Rights Reserved