Missing "E"

"How can you care so much about a man, when you never knew his real name, Ms. Hammond?" That's what the investigator asked me, obviously baffled by the fact that I had known this man for years, and had been in relations with him for about 6 months, but never knew his government name. I chuckled as I parted my lips and began to say what he always told me, "I want to do this backward.. different. Meaning I wanna just vibe it out, no true introduction. I want you to learn things about me everyday. That's what makes this genuine. You don't mind, do you?" And I didn't.. After all, I always liked different, and genuine. Especially in my men..