What If... I was in the MCU- Phase 1

Hello Readers.
So I've been trying to get this story to work for some time. However I've never settled on a serious direction I wanted to make it. However, recently I sat down having finished my college studies and decided that was going to change.
I've so far drawn up 2 versions of chapters 1 through 3. And I'm scrapping bith because they are rushed, short and aren't exactly what I want out of this story.
I'd also like to clarify the title. This isn't my way of boosting my ego by inserting myself into this awsome world next to God's and Superheros.
This is simply an spin on the whole "what would you do"? Concept... No not the Ameican show I mean the idea of what you would do differently to other characters. I merged tbis idea with that of an alternative version of how I would live in the MCU. How I believe that version of me would view the world of heros, gods, aliens and such.
This will be a story of Tragedy and making the most of an awful situation while Learning to forgive yourself for the sins of the past. It will also highlight the importance of family in whatever form they take.
What I don't want this to be is a cringy bad insert. This is and original story and such the events of the MCU will be altered as a result.
As in all good story telling the plot must be moved by the characters and much as the characters are moved by the plot.

Right so it seems Wattpad doesn't like it when i unpublish or delete parts. So apparently there are some parts that literally don't exist firm, I can't edit them and I have already unpublished and deleted then yet they still exist for you readers.
I explain what my on a for this is in my AN which should be the first part.
Hope you all enjoy.