Obviously Jealous

I've always shown a great compassion and love for my two best friends Georgenotfound(george, gogy) and sapnap, some would even say I'm in love with George which I indugle but when I heard sapnap was getting married i felt a huge burn in my chest as if I had been heart broken as if I didn't wish happiness onto my dear friends and his fiances. Is this love or just a obsession I feel for him.?