After years of mental abuse turned physical from her mother 21 year old Y/N finally snaps. Her powers are released for the first time and the X-Men come to side to teach her how to control her new found powers and how to love herself again. She knows before she can truly love another she needs to love herself first , but why is it so hard when these two boys keep pulling so hard on her heart strings? Will she be able to decide between the two? Do they even want her to choose? A NightCrawler X Y/N X Quicksilver WARNING : THIS STORY TALKSABOUT MENTAL ILLNESS AND WILL INCLUDE DARK THOUGHTS THAT INCLUDE SUICIDE. THIS STORY WILL ALSO INCLUDE MATURE SEXUAL THEMES EVENTUALLY. READ AT YOUR WON DISCRETION. This is an X-Men fanfiction all characters from the X-Men are not my own. The story line however is my own creation. I hope you enjoy it!