Life Itself [Tubbo-Centric]
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sidney_triestodraw
Complete, First published Oct 14, 2021
Mature
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"Oh my god," Wilbur choked, frozen for a second before running towards Tubbo and falling to his knees next to the pale boy on the floor. He couldn't feel anything but shock and absolute horror, his heart racing and adrenaline pumping. "Tubbo oh my fucking god, Tubbo. I'm calling for an ambulance," he panicked. He didn't even know if Tubbo could hear him... or if he was even conscious. The only thing that made Wilbur sure he was alive was the weak rising and falling in his chest.
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TW:
Self-harm
Overdose
Blood/cutting
Suicide attempt
Hospitalization
Vomiting
Anxiety Attacks
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Then Where Is Home?

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"Liam!" Tommy yelled, running forward out into the rain. He felt sick to his stomach and he felt like maybe he was dreaming, but Wilbur had just woken him up so he knew he wasn't dreaming. Techno stepped aside as Tommy ran up and hugged Liam tightly, just for Liam to hug him back twice as hard. Tommy heard footsteps behind them and Tubbo's voice shouted out. "NO FUCKING WAY!" ~~~ Tommy thought Liam was dead, they all thought that he was dead. Liam isn't dead. This is the second book in this series, so make sure you read the first!

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